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Hey. Well it's been a loong day. was at work, woke up at 5:30 for that cause i had to have a shower, then got a coffee, went to work for 6.5 hours. all good. I was supposed to do something with tom right after work, but he was doing something else, MS walk, so I had a nap, but was awaken by the stupid phone! stupid tom... lol anyway, ya went out with tom for a while, came home had dinner, spent mome time with tom. he was supposed to stay a while, but his parents came soo early and picked him up at like 8! i was soo bummed. but ya... i need to talk to shay, but I'm kind of afraid to, I don't know why. just cause things have been so hard lately, but I really want to put shit behind us, we had some good times. Anyway, gotta do laundry and somemore trig...and think of excuses to think of for my marks come report cards on Tuesday

Alright, the other day I was pretty mad, and i don't think im gunna get another page, just censor the stuff here. Oo! Josh bought me ice cream after school, so nice, and then we met up with shane, dylan, sara and amanda and we went to the porn shop! it was soo great! i bought some strawberry kiwi lube (not that im ever gunna use it tho). lol and shane and dylan bought a green little vibrating friend ;-) it was small tho, very disapointing. then i was walking home wit shane and dylan, and I saw Jeremy! i saw him and i just melted, I miss him soo much. ahh good times... actually, they were pretty bad times really...but anyway, he picked me up and i think he might have leaned in to kiss me, but i dunno, lol that's just what we do ;-) anyway, its off to work tonight. work tomorrow too, and work sunday. all good. well, i'll write back later if anything worth mentioning happens!

I can't believe this. how could one be so fucking inconsiderate and desperate, and basically attack and stab an old best friend in the back? This shit has gone way out of hand. fuck this, I'm sick of your shit. I'm getting a new pitas page and if you want it fucking ask for it, I have some serious bitch bashing to do.

hi there. I'm in bed now at dad's in my new room, quite sad depressing and cold. i have an internet connection right beside my matress on the floor, it's ok. but REALLY cold, have i mentioned that lately? well school today sucked ass, i'm gunna fail art because im an idiot. fuck i didn't do that tonight shit ass. fuck... just gunna keep on swearing, hope things go good. oh shit, im so dead. i wanna die

hey! i'm just at work now... soo cold and so tired! i didn't get much sleep cause I kept thinking about tom and how he was gunna come this morning at 8:45. but he was like an hour late!! I was SOO mad cause dad was coming to pick me up for work at 11:40. SO we watched American Pie 2 (with the extra stuff) on my laptop in my bed *with my new spongebob squarepants blanket* and it was fun. ;-) that's all you need to know. lol. i stole his necklace and it smells like his cologne...omg amanda, it's the stuff that Matt used to wear I think, it is sooo sexy. anyway, we were interupted by my dad coming to pick me up. Tom stayed with Andrew my bro :S until his rents came to pick him up so I don't know what he might have done to my tommy :-( lol apparently he let him go on msn, talkin to corey. fun fun. i hate corey. lol. ANYWAY... im just at work, thinkin about how much dylan is like a salad *stradle me salad*lmao i gotta get the site for you, its amazing. ANYWAY...again...i'm going to do my job now. I'll ttyl!

NO SCHOOL!!!! man this is great! i get to lie on my ass (hehe) until work at 3:30, ahh thank u god. and we all know who she is... if you don't, you're fuckin stupid! lol. ahh i get to clean ma room today, so it'll be clean for tomorrow when Tom and I watch movies at like 8:45 in the morning. aww so early, but that's tom's fault. stupid him and a birthday party on sunday so he couldn't see me.... *shakes fist* ANYWAY... this is good, 3 day weekend. i work ALL day tomorrow 12-4 at cjcs and then 4-10ish at festival, but at least i'll get to see my 3 parents at the festival. it's their first run thru of King and I, so they'll keep me company. lol anyway im off to have grilled cheese, clean my room while watchin sweet home alabama! ahh the good life. Things r lookin up!

lol silly amanda. haha, i know he's gorgeous, I'm not blind you know!! hehe. uh, it's been such a loong day today. silly work. it's all good tho, i messed up like 3 times all day, so i was pretty happy. there was no one to talk to on msn, so the time went by fairly slowly, but it'ss all good. ahh andrew slammed a door on my ankle, it was weird i fell inside but my foot was caught in the door and it slammed shut and i just went FUCK and started to cry. it hurt so friggin much. now it hurts, but im not gunna exagerate how much it hurts just to get attention. well, i'm gunna head off and do ma thing. see ya.

hey. i went to the really stupid much dance last night at the collesium. it was sooo bad, i knew that they played bad music, but this just sucked. except I had my tom to keep me company and hang out with! man that guy is the best! :-) *drool* lol. know what was weird? I saw Kyle Walker being dragged of my the police, some guy puke all over the floor, and matt act totally baked and hitting on Sarah. lol. oh and ok, Nick David and Josh were there, and really drunk/happy at the beginning, running around being goofs, lots of energy. then josh disapears, nick got all depressed and sat for most of the dance, and david was just wandering aimlessly really sad. weird! but will was there. we made up a whole knew thing to do with shoppingcart/train girl and many unsuitable gestures to put up here. ahhh but it was all good. tom and i walked home together, and he gave me his coat! again, it was soooo sweet. and he was just walking in his red tshirt, i felt bad, but he told me not to so i'll be fine. then we walked to moms, kept walking down william street for a while, just holding hands, talking, then went home and he called for a ride back to booooring ol' mitchel. but whatever, the short is I had a great time even if the atmosphere sucked. i'm happy now, gunna go have grilled cheese for breakfast/lunch. bye!

fuck. why don't things work out with me and people? this sucks. i tried talking to brunskill today. I said "hi?" and he was just like "don't bother". What did i do? just because i listened to shay's accusation of the whole situation means he hates me. I feel so bad cause he's such a great guy. ahhh... he was just saying how he and jenn almost broke up over that and sorry isn't gunna cut it this time. I'm screwed. ugh, nothins goin well...and then the whole matt thing, and then the tom thing that just came outta no where. glad im making sense eh? oh then shannon. goddamn, she's gunna delete me off msn because she plans on being bitchy about something or other, i don't even remember anymore. man. well, isn't this a hidy doody? at least caitlin is my hero. lol. inside thing. well, off i go to study for science. i don't think i'll be typin much here anymore